Wednesday, September 04, 2013

Adventures in Fever Dreams


Its 12:20pm on Labor Day. I should be enjoying my day off, but instead I'm miserable on the couch. Tim has just left for a half day of work, so I'm on my own. A movie, I think.  But getting up to decide what to watch is too much trouble, so I reach for my kindle instead.

Soon the words on the page become blurry and the next think I know I'm on a dancefloor. I've never been to this particular one before, but I know it must be in LA. There's a huge lindy hop thing there this weekend. Surely I'm at Camp Hollywood. Before I can get my bearings, I see a familiar face: Ian from work. Ian doesn't dance, I think, Ian has a phd in philosophy. But then he sees me, grabs my hand and we are grooving. He's like the goddamn Skye Humphries of dreamland, creative and smooth and really really good. I'm about to comment on just how good he is when he drops my hand and walks away. Just walks away without a word. The song hasn't ended, no other shadowy couple has left the floor. Just him.

And I wake up. My body aches. My mouth is dry (no doubt I have been mouth breathing) and I'm hungry. I manage to rustle up some leftovers while I check facebook. Howard and Gayl are at Camp Hollywood. They've made it into the Amateur Balboa finals and I couldn't be more proud, or rather I could be, if my head would stop hurting. I turn off the computer and lay down again.

And find myself in a huge conference room. A dance floor is set up, but nobody is dancing. I know that I'm back in LA, back at Camp Hollywood, but where is everybody? I leave the conference room to find the dancers I know must be here somewhere, but I only find more empty conference rooms. Finally, I hear music coming from somewhere. I follow it into yet another conference room, this one not empty, but instead of lots of dancing couples I see only one solitary person on stage. The rest of the room is full of empty tables and chairs. The person on stage looks like Jeanelle Monae, but she's white, so I know it can't be her. Its Debra. And she's killing it. I watch her finish her solo charleston act and shoot her a thumbs up. She sees me and smiles. I leave.

And now I'm on the beach. I see lights ahead and hear music, but Morgan appears along with Cat. "The dancing is over there, Lauren. Over that dune." he says, pointing in opposite direction. "Yeah, everybody is over there." Cat chimes in. I eye them suspiciously and follow my gut. I go toward the music, rather than the dunes. They follow.

I finally find everyone sitting on bleachers set up in the sand around a huge campfire. On one side is another dance floor, but again, nobody is dancing. I see Howard, who is always game to dance, and even he shakes his head no. I put my hands out to warm them on the fire, feeling disappointed.

And wake up. I'm sweating. My fever has finally broken. I guess its time to go dancing.


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